I thought I was okay with losing you. I reached a point where I didn’t care anymore. I reached a point where there’s no other choice but to move on. But then there are these small moments when I would remember you, and I’d wonder, where I went wrong. I kept on analyzing my actions, my words, the situation, and how I should react on it. I kept on looking on it on a rational point of view, trying to understand everything that has happened. The hows, the whys. But I just can’t understand. Continue reading
As much as I’d like to tell this story in detail, I don’t think I have an interested-enough audience to stick with it. But let me tell you, A LOT has happened in this trip. It is one of the most memorable trips I’ve ever had – complete with all the highs and lows. I’ll try to keep the story short, please bear with me. Also I’ll provide the original itinerary and a tally of expenses and some contact numbers below.
Am I stupid for not figuring out or is it intently vague as it is? Continue reading
My girlfriend came from night duty so she didn’t have any sleep. I only had 2 hours of zzz before I packed, showered and left to go to her house Thursday morning. When I got there, she was eating breakfast, still in her pambahay clothes. We discussed whether to do it today or tomorrow, because obviously, she’s needs some sleep. Yet she pushes to do it that day. I wait for her to get ready and we set out at 11am. Continue reading
I figured that I should write something like this on the day I reach one year without hurting myself. It is something that I personally went through, and it was definitely super worth it in the end. Baka lang makatulong sa iba.
Okay, I haven’t read the book yet. But I just finished watching the movie and it was fucking awesome!
I know people widely relate it with Gone Girl, having seen its trailer maybe a month ago. It definitely did catch my attention because of that Gone Girl vibe. (Because Gone Girl blew my brains out! First the novel, then the movie. I’m so in love with Gillian’s works I just ugh) If you have seen that movie and liked it, you should give this one a try. It had the same air of mystery within the story. It also had the same cool palette when it comes to the films cinematography. Continue reading
I’ve already told two of my friends that I have a bad habit of reading comments and getting a laugh out of it. I consider it a bad thing because in order to get a laugh out of it, you’ll have to filter through SEVERAL hateful and ignorant comments first (though some of those are satirically funny). Observing how people behave and speak online, I’ve been coming to a realization that I can no longer contain. Not because it’s massive, but because it has too much factors that I need to express it and see if I can understand it better if I type it down, and have other people say something about it. Continue reading
Note: This topic, although an analysis of human emotions, is highly subjective and depends on social situations. It does not cover conversations, situations and experiences that fall under profession, politics and science.
You know what’s hurting right now? A lot of superficial things. But how do we judge it to be superficial? What is superficial pain? Continue reading